OK.... im starting to lose interest in blogging. Tell me what i should do... I kinda feel sian.....

I locked up my laptop forgetting i change password. I called acer and acer asked me go SP and check it out. Acer is so useless. I asked them for help they refer me to SP. I go to SP they refer me back to Acer. Both are really useless when u nid help. Good thing this is only temporary.

The End

Ok. Heres the pict. Went to Vivo to celebrate my bros birthday. Marche is the name of that place and they use an interesting credit card system to order your food. As you can see the food looks good and yea, it tastes very good and high class. The picts taken makes it look like wet market but no, it isnt. Cuz the feeling when u are there is much different from the one you see here. The price..... well...... was rather EXPLOSIVE and i mean it!!!! Look at how much 1 glass of fruit juice cost. This is already one of the cheapest stuff there. When i dropped my cheese sausage on the floor, i picked it up and ate it cuz i seriously dun wanna waste food.

OOps... i broked my promise. I still have another paper on thurs but who cares? First paper APC, lets not talk bout it. MIP wasnt as bad, CPPA, today..... i even more dun wanna talk about it. I keep screwing up those 15 mark qns that i really dun wanna go on. Go on as in remember anything bout CPPA. Not to mention i kept praying b4 a exam. Nows left cal 2.

So i got a job offer in SP as a librarian or sumthing like that. I kinda regretted signing up for it cuz im sick of seeing SP. Sem 2 is almost over, thats kinda fast u know. I also kinda think back abit, as in how time pass so fast.

Ok...... thats all..... The End.....

My promise

Im gonna make an oath, or kind of one. I promise to study for this 2 weeks without touching this blog or without playing any com games from Monday 14/01/2007 onwards till Friday 25/01/2007.

Hmm... lets see what happens if i break my promise..... oops.... i already did. Its 12.44am Monday now. My next entry would be next next week then.

A normal day

Ok... i juz decided. i dun think im gonna change my skin. I prefer this old and normal ones. Anyway, its really hectic week this week, cuz of all the dumb projects, presentations, tests after tests and the weightage % of our tests is increasing greatly. MIP test juz over, i only discussed 1 MCQ qns but i felt kinda bad already. Then came briefing for CRS essay, so many topics and have to use our general knowledge as reference. Ok, these are the most boring parts of school at the moment, i intend to start studying tmr properly and juz take a bit of a break today after a long hectic week this week.

Stuff that makes me busy next week:
1) Psy&Coun Test
2) AE&E test (i fear this alot)
3) CRS argumentative essay test (I came to poly thinking theres no essay but im wrong)
4) Preparing for all the exams esp MIP!!!

Ok lets move on. Bout SP's open hse. We acted like noobs to get the goodie bags, free ice cream, canned drinks since they dun give it to SP students. I met Leslie after such a long time since pri sch. He didnt seem to regconise me till i called him. Hahaha.... really missed all my pri sch frens. He didnt change much since pri sch except that he grew taller. At least i know hes doing fine so yea. I always seen Gary Chew around but he doesnt seem to regconise me much and he became quite gangster so i was quite afraid to talk to him. Oh well.....anyways, thats bout all for SP this week.

My mum showed me a newspaper article today which made me feel quite sad. Bout the father of the daughter who drowned in Sentosa resort. Thats my tuition teacher. I havent seen him since the tragedy and I kinda hate myself for not going to visit him. When i saw the newspaper Farhan bought last sem, i felt dam sad and almost wanted to cry. I mean its like his family is in a very tough situation. He was being falsely accused but thankfully acquitted of the charges cuz of the cursed students who disliked him. If i could during CNY, im gonna buy 1KG of ba kua for them to show my appreciation. He was a good tuition teacher cuz he was the one who inspired me and pushed me to study among all my friends, he gave me extra lessons and allowed me to stay till late at night in his house to study. Seriously if not for him, i think i would be in ITE or doing nursing in Poly. What i meant is why are such good people like him having so much problems in his life????? Despite all his troubles, he still is a very strong man and i really admire him for his character and really thank him for all he has done for me.

The End. Next post: Maybe 1 week before exams.

Ahahaha.... This is JK, Sharad and me in order. We "borrowed" our party items from them without them knowing of cause juz to have a shot. It was taken last friday our last CIP for this semester. Just a for fun shot to show we have a christmas spirit though christmas was long over.

Ok.... forget bout the comments they wrote us and lets go to mon. Studying is quite hectic now, exams are really round the corner. I am not having fun with exams of cuz. Im not laughing as much as i used to in class. Rehearsal for our psy skit was so embarassing and its like, we are really not ourselves. Seriously!!! I kinda screwed up 2 parts of my play and i feel so PS! I really fell of the table while attempting to suicide then its so embarassing esp in front of the class. But it went well overall, thanks to all my grp members.

Wed was CD presentation, though we didnt put in much effort for this slides since its quite last min, I am already very grateful to WeeSiong and his cabinet for adopting me into their grp and giving me his pizza (on tues) and ya, I really see a gd fren in him and of cuz in Elijah cuz they planned out my CD for me. I quite enjoy being around their gangs cuz of their laughter and bullshet and their care for classmates!!!!. Hahahahaha. APC test I juz did my best and im not gonna be bothered by it. Now concentrate on MIP. Getting ready to go sch later for calculus at 10 unless im blur and it starts at 8.

Next post, maybe on weekends.

Bad day

I kinda feel my title is boring. A bad day thats what i call this day. Today is 4th Jan 2008 and i keep putting 2007. I feel very sad each time a year passes cuz i feel older and i dont wanna grow up yet. I kinda unhappy with a few people but i wont write bout them nor say anything cuz im Alwin. But one who made me most unhappy today was that manager of the Bethany old folks home.

DCHE 1A/21 has just got blacklisted by them today. Me, Sharad, JK and JW are involved. Every1 in 1A/21 has got a comment like ."Noisy, does not follow instructions when in big group." Straight away we went and confront them and ask them bout it. That lady refer us to the manager. We kinda had an argument bout it. She somehow kept insisting that we were noisy but yet when we ask her to define noisy she say cuz her colleague said so. So meaningless. Summore she said she regretted taking SP students directly at our face. I imagine ppl like Wei Ming will say sumthing like "Give us black mark then we go back for what?? Dun go liao la!!!" Ok..... she said we were noisy but cant tell us how we were noisy. I also dun remember us being noisy. Interaction with elderly called noisy? Like this no interaction would be even better! Its not that I hate doing work in the old folks home. Its just that I think and maybe the rest of 1A/21 wont be happy bout the way the admin staff there think and write bout us. It kinda make me not feel like going back.

Nevertheless, we still learned things in the old folks home today. For instance, the LOVE ward head there kept telling us bout the way they handle the folks which i found very interesting. Everytime I enter the ward, i always feel very sad. I see them all so helpless and senile and i always wonder what if 1 day i become like them or end up being a resident there? I learned to feed a deaf and handicapped elderly today, talked with some of the patients there, esp the 33 year old guy who was the youngest there. He fell from a parachute during his NS days, became paralysed badly and half blind and now, became a patient there. So we learned many things and the head nurse promised to teach us more if we go back next time. I kinda look forward to it.

I have to solo CD presentation now. Its ok anyway. I find it better only thing i have to do powerpoint all by myself. Oh yea. Time for my 2008 wishes and resolutions. Here they are:

1) To be a better fren to all
2) To do well for my exams and get a nice GPA grade.
3) To be less blur and a worry-wart
4) Be more prayerful
5) Find a Job during holidays
6) Have a healthy, happy family/relatives/friends

ok. RIght now feel like sleeping. Almost 4 hours standing up in the old folks home made me kinda tired. Next post would be when i feel like it.

I havent got much time. Maybe thats why i didnt do a post for 1 week. I tried uploading a pict.... it seems to be very problematic. I will start making changes after exams to this old blog. I mean changes to this blog.

For 2 weeks, church camp and a trip to KL. Everytime b4 i go for church camp, i always think that its sian.... but attending it makes me feel totally the opposite way. i juz dunno why. During the camp, activites really fun and for once i bothered listening during the sermons. When we play soccer during breaks, i feel my soccer skills really suxs. It has become so horrible i dunno how to describe. Maybe it comes from months without playing. The last dinner during camp was super delicious and quite high class. I ate exceptionally alot. Wont go into more detail for the camp. But testi night every1 wept again. I managed to escape and play dota in my room.

Straight after camp came what i was looking for. A trip deeper in Malaysia. My cousin has a coke collection that i dunno what to say. Wait lemme try uploading.......

Success!!!!! lol!!!!Lets try again......

I was trying to get my cute youngest 1 year old cousin to smile at the camera while Aaron took photo. This was taken during her 1 year old birthday. I dont think she even knows its her birthday. Haha. Basically, i spent my Malaysia trip eating all the good stuff that u never get to eat in Singapore. Well.... thats always what i go there for. I miss the PSP!!!!!

I felt kinda 'emo' during Christmas. Maybe cuz it was spent coming back from Malaysia to SIigapore which took bout half a day. Its a super fast holiday. I feel so afraid not touching my books for 1 and 1/2 weeks. Projects, tests, exams coming up. Moving on to new year, went to church for watchnight service till 12am 1st Jan 2008. I do have a wishlist for this new year. I'll not go into that.

Thats bout all. I got some problems with this blog again. Next post will be either b4 or after exams. Kinda losing mood to blog. Thats how i stopped for 1 year.