Ok... im trying hard to post this stupid pict but nothing seems to come out. I tried putting a song but my whole blog lag until i wanted to just destroy it. So that is the reason for my long post. My cousins finally went back to Malaysia on Thursday. The house kinda felt empty and summore no more PSP. Haha..... chang muz be proud he bought a PSP!!! Since they came and left, my best present of sore throat hasnt recovered 1 bit. I got a cold on thurs and i felt real sick till now. Today, my mum bought laksa for me but i couldnt even taste a single thing. Im getting crazy over my tastes!!! lol.

So heres what i did today on 15 Dec 2007 Saturday. Morning, went gym with Zihao. Supposingly wanted to ask Yx along but he got a new job so 1 down. Last min tried to rope in ppl but fail so in the end only the 2 of us. When compare him beginning of this yr, hes really dam buffed! Hes much stronger than me now. Doing weights and all, he juz keep adding like a robot and added till bout 50-60kg weights. I was really shocked! I do lesser and lighter weights and i wanna die liao but he can do alot and still add more. No wonder no 1 wanna go gym with him!!!! hahaha..... joking.....

Afternoon we went to Connie's hse to celebrate the 3 gals birthday. Her hse is really dam big! its like 4 times my hse or even bigger!!! 4 storeys leh!! Rich ppl like this de. Anyway, dinner wasnt so bad. Towards the end got some superstar challenge (juz to throw face 1). Here are the contestants: Ryan, WeeSiong, Elijah, JenKaen, Peggy, Shufern. Thats bout all i think. No winners since its a nonsensical performance. I really laughed esp on my way home. Laughed like crap. Seen so many funny things and felt like a madman.

For yesterday on Friday 14 Dec 2007, we went to old folks home to do CIP. I would say that it was really kinda tiring to see and take care of the old folks. More than 90% of the residents there are wheelchair bound. Kinda sad to see them abandoned, senile, and seems like they are planting both feet in the grave since there was ambulance at the side. Wee Siong's hokkien is really pro! I got nothing to say bout that too! Too pro to describe.

To end off, here are some things which i must confess that made me a horrible boy this week. I felt kinda bad after what i said. Santa Claus wont be giving me a present anymore.....(I dont mean what i say!!!!!!!)

1) Made fun of old folks (Invented games like HEART ATTACK and WHEELCHAIR RACING)
2) Said that i will push the wheelchair down the stairs
3) Tok too much cok today after party
4) Laughed too much
5) Wanted to bring laptop for dota in church camp and swear during service while playing
6) All of the above

THURSDAY

Hmm... this may be a super long post. Its so late now.... 12am and im "illegally" posting now cuz my parents may kill me if i am caught. Anyways, heres how i spent my thursday. I cant seem to remember what i did the whole day. Oh ya!!! the whole gang of us went to VIVO city. Quite enjoyable experience. I spent $18 in total in which i felt kinda sore but its for a gd course anyway. So we all tok cok and enjoyed ourselves. Wee Siong, Jianwei, and Elijah laughed at me for comparing myself to that stuffed bear. Hahahaha... when i look back, i felt i was kinda retarded. They all said i looked like 1 so i didnt intentionally compared myself to it. I purposely missed the Student Chappel or wadeva u call it. I think i lost another CCA. So my cousins came at night and we all play like crazy till 1am.


FRIDAY

I slept during class today. I really feel very horrible and rotten. The price to pay for doing this may cost me my marks. We did CPPA prac in library. I spent the entire day playing once i came back. Dota, Silent hill on PSP (This is 1 heck of a fffrrreeaakkky game). So basically i played till night and ya.... it was fun.

SATURDAY

Ok... lots of birthday spams. Wee Siong promised not to sing it to me specially today. I received sum birthday gifts. 1 small soccer ball from my bro which was wrapped in tons of newspaper and i such a horrible time opening it (I'll post the pict next post cuz i dun have the pict with me). My cousin gave me a rubber ducky bank **QUACK!!!***, last of all i got a sore throat and a minor cough. With our chruch members, we all went to erm..... i forget the name of the place liao...... to eat of cuz. Not really a surprise party but the food wasnt that bad. Juz had a new fren and sum other not in our prayer grp to join us. The guys played bowling while i played my cousin's PSP. I bowled for my 2nd bro once and i got a strike as a birthday luck. So thats how we spent on Sat.

Lots of msgs from SQSS on happy birthday. How on earth did they ever know?????? I heard it was from friendster. I left my friendster to die last yr already. I felt kinda bad when they wished me cuz esp when Sufyan said he knows its my b'dae cuz im his fren. I never seemed to wish them in my sec sch life.

Wishing myself: HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALWIN!!!!!!!........pathetic............


SUNDAY

Hmm.... what should i say bout today???? my parents went out to Batam and no1 entertain myAunt. 7 of us squeeze in the car to go church. I was really rotten!!!! i slept during service. I feel God is not gonna bless me!!!!! We went to eat, then go Sheryl&Chester's hse to watch 'ALONE' which was another heck of freaky thing. When u watch there with others, it doesnt seem so bad but when u r ALONE in the dark or toilet and u remember this show, it really spooks you to no end.

I left saying i wanted to study but ended up playing instead after hitting the books for just 5 mins. I really cant concentrate while my relatives are here!!!!! Parents came home at night. My bro keeps going out all the time and comes home late. My cousin suggested sumthing funny. Pack his clothes into a bag and throw it out of the hse. I laughed for 5 mins over this.


MONDAY (Supposedly today)

I spent my day in sch quite horribly too. APC results though I may be 1 of the last, i feel kinda glad becuz i did better then what i thought i would get. Juz being happy from your own results without comparing makes out what you are. Cal 2 lesson felt like many years. Break, went to FC6 again to eat and it was quite cheap. $1.20 for 1 egg, sasauge, bun, some coleslaw and fries. Cheap and sumptious i call it. So after all lessons i went home. I was afraid MIP would not be done so i was on standby on my HP. Sum available jerk gave and excuse that he had homework to do and summore swear when i ask him. OK..... im used to this attitude. Wee Siong should know best who it is since he....... betta not say.

Again i keep playing. Study for 1 hour the most. Continue my silent hill game. I got freaked out 3 times. I did sumthing funny everytime i freaked out. I dumped the PSP to my cousin. Seriously this game is freaking scary!!!!!!!!

AE&E test tmr. I dare not say what will happen. I really didnt study whole weekend. I feel scared cuz i didnt understand a single thing teacher was talking about. Next week holiday, 1 week church camp, half a week in Malaysia. Wonder how im going to spend my weekend..... Its busy too.... Friday CIP, Sat Chen Shyan, Denise, Connie birthday party,,,,Sun, SQSS 4C chalet BBQ. Mon, Church camp......... AHHHHH im in a total wreck!!!!!!


TUESDAY

Today is tueday. Now is 12.30am. Im late by half an hour but HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHARAD!!!!!!
GTG sleep..... dad woke up and im in trouble!!!! I promise next post would have picts.

Just before i 4get. HAPPY BIRTHDAY RYAN!!!!! I regretting not singing for u every lesson juz like what u did to me. Hahaha.

AE&E test gone case. Lets not go into further detail. Im a little angry with sum ppl today but i also wont go into detail. Not really at Sharad for shooting me but for sum1 else.

I juz couldnt study today. Ryan, Jianwei, Elijah and all talking cok its so super hard to study but its juz fun being with them on a non-test day. Ok, presentation wasnt very good as i thought. Esp the business block. People juz over-generalise. Saying that business block is aways giving a huge variety of choices but thats not true at all. Not juz in food but u know what i mean right???????? :P ...... I was juz quite disappointed. On the way back from the business block, we all placed a very fun + funny grading/gaming system for those who walk pass us. We juz shouted numbers. For more info, ask me.... hahahahaha.

Ok. Thats bout all for today. My cousins changed ticket to tmr so i've have to get my hse rdy.

Ok.... im a lazy guy. Test is tmr and im really not prepared. I havent read up anything but only remember some formulas. What am i doing here? Gd qns.

Ytd i saw Edmund in the bus. Long time since I last saw him. We had quite a long chat bout how we are doing. Our whole bus trip from Dover to Toh Guan was spent talking. So basically he seems to be doing well. Im juz kinda shocked when he told me the Majors for SQSS. I wont say who but if those 2 are chosen as leaders, really gd luck to sqss band. He said a new conductor have taken our band at the moment for some reason, seems like it is really collapsing (not cursing them but juz an assumption) .

Met Zihao today, and i thought which wierd guy tap me from behind. Canoing really buff him up. We thought of going to the chalet together next week. I 4get to ask him how his competition.

This and next week would be out last prac, so Im kinda shocked sems ending so fast. It kinda juz seems like last week when we all came back to sch on the first day. So thats juz bout it for today. A string of birthdays cuming up, Ryan tmr, then me, then Sharad, then Chen Shyan, Connie and Denise celebrating theirs together. My cousins from KL coming tmr too. Not sure how I can entertain them.

L@zY

This is the most lazy weekend i've ever had. I've been playing dota like crazy and learning to use what Elijah told be to use. The Slayer. Quite a good character for first time players like mi. So basically, thats how my weekend is. I really nid a heck of a time to space out instead of projects. Ok so this week is another round 2 of stress.

Stuff coming up in sch:

1) CRS war!!!!!!
2) AE&E test
3) MIP report
4) CPPA prac report
5) Start AE&E project
6) MIP powerpt thing (Dun even know what to do with it)
7) CD hours
8) Psycology and counselling test (IM NOT MENTALLY SICK!!! ITS MY MODULE IN SP!!!!)


Sounds like alot right??? Yup... it indeed is. Im no longer unhappy or angry or 'EMO' anymore at the moment. Im juz wondering how to spend the entire week in chruch camp. Bringing my books to study kinda seems out of the question. 2 weeks to study for big exam and 1 and 1/2 weeks of it is wasted on chruch camp and holidays. So im kinda scared cuz i havent been doing well for anything. I do like joining the others for lunch for a change in sch and go guildhse see them play pool or bowling as well as tok cok. Others as in WS and gangTERS + Ryan and gang. I like them making me laugh with their nonsense.

Ok. Thats bout it for the day. Gotta wake up early tmr since got CRS discussion. Bring laptop and cal book!!!! im going crazy...... I'll be very tired by the end of tmr. Have to go study. This yr and last yr seem so diff. I wasnt studying or anything during the test but this yr i have to put in more effort. Last yr for all the tests we were all aiming to see who can get the lowest in class. I remember me and Zihao got 0 for E-math test. Zh and all were all laughing like siao everytime we fail. This yr is juz totally diff.

Bye for now! (seriously!!)

*Can sum1 teach me how to upload things like picts and new skins? Seeing the manual makes me sian.........


round 2 of stress