Im seriously mentally exhausted, going retarded soon. What do I do when im retarded, going nuts and siao?

Warning: DO NOT BUY THIS LAMP FROM IKEA + DO NOT TRY THIS AT HOME!! (FIRE HAZARD!!!!)

If u cant see this, tell me and i will try to reupload. Uploading takes a freaking long time.......

Tools used: An 11 year old study lamp from IKEA + Sisscors + my hands....

Arggg!! i give up learning how to add links. I have to upgrade my stupid template which may means losing all my cbox things, and lots of things. I guess i'll have to wait till exams are over than I'll find time to learn.

I wont blog bout studies this time. Cause same things bore people.

After studying halfway through petrol, i decided to go for a random jog to so-called relieve stress. Went at 10.30pm night at was really dark and spooky. Really mentally exhausted. I saw this random guy jogging round Toh Guan Park so i decided to wait in the dark for him to run pass me and wait till the road is clear. Who would have known it was SQ. Haha.... hope he doesnt read this. Jog all the way to Spencer hse to take his shoes with him. Long time didn't talk to him also. Anyway, we chatted bout almost the SQSS things.

Michael Jackson died of Cardiac Arrest! Though it doesn't really affect me, kinda sudden. Goes to show how unpredictable life is. Saw on ChannelNewsAsia that every1 in the world are gathering juz because of his death. Even China people crying on TV, so LOL.

When im free, im gonna add my Class photos (from Nursery - Pri - Sec - Poly). Scan when i got the time.

Gonna sleep now. First service at 8.30am tmr. Hope i dun fall asleep again......

Thanks to all who have been cheering me up. I believe u guys are as stressed as I am. Maybe if all of u have a blog, u will also be complaining juz like me. My blog says it all. LOL. I am again, as usual, mugging and mugging while getting distracted cuz i just cant seem to concentrate anymore. Need to sleep and recharge. JIAYOU to all studying!!! I just realised this is only MST and not end sem exam so shouldnt take it too hard. Same goes for u all too!

I realised i can eat again. My tooth is back to normal. No more blood but my gums feel quite mushy... (EWWW). No more irritating stitch & strings tangled around my mouth. Being on sedation is fun but really expensive. Just a small shot cost more than 200 bucks. Ouch to my dads wallet. Talking bout dad, I shared money with my mum and bro to buy a GPS system for my dad so we wouldn't get lost when we drive to new places. I haven't seen him use it yet but i will see soon. Anyway, thats all for fathers day. Kinda late to blog about it too.

Thinking of things to write each time i blog. Oh yea.... Samuel (my church) intro me this dam nice show called "Taken" Released about last year. Its seriously action packed and dam nice show.


Just a show about a man whos daughter got kidnapped by some illegal organisation and the list of professional things he did to save her. A professional father is what I describe but its just a show but seriously worth watching.

I realised i stopped "emoing" for a very long time. Dunno why. Just a random comment so don't read this.

Thats all folks!

STUDYING SUXS

My title says it all. I dun need to elaborate any further. CEM chapter 5 is murdering me. I cant remember any bio shit i learned this morning. MTB formulas all forgotten. I guess i really have to start praying hard. I just realised i haven't studied finish anything because mostly all are halfway done. I will wake up early and sleep late till MST is over than i can RIP.

Went to school to study today. Studied from 10 - 5. Only 1 and half chapt of bio studied. What a total waste of time. Whats more, im studying by myself so no distractions, almost nothing to stop me. But now i cant remember any nonsense i learned this morning. Im really having "fun" with chemical engineering. To those who randomly come to this blog looking for a good course in poly, DO NOT CHOOSE CHEMICAL ENGINEERING IN SP OR U WILL DEFINITELY REGRET IT JUST LIKE ME AND I MEAN IT.

Praying hard that i will finish everything on time.

My dental appointment on monday. Removed my stitch. Ouch seriously, didnt expect them to "siscors"my gum. Really hurts. Cracked tooth still sensitive, given sysodyne (Dunno how u spell this). Today, removed a stitch in between my tooth myself, not supposed to do that but it really hindered my chewing.

I found sumthing really interesting while searching through UN peacekeeping. These 2 guys look seriously alike. Made me feel like laughing. Hair, face (almost), their smile and so on.

If you don't know who these 2 guys are, heres your bloghomework. SEARCH GOOGLE.

Thanks RYAN for saving me for CEM. Thanks to SHUFEN too. If not for them i wouldn't have any notes to copy from and i will DEFINITELY die. Thanks to FARHAN whom i sms daily to ask random MST things.

To all studying for MST. "JIA YOU" cuz i almost no more "you" le.

Latest Post after 1/2 yr

I just realised how dead my blog is. Its so dead that i got seriously no idea how more dead can this blog get. I juz simply don't have the least of mood to blog one bit. My blog has got no facilities. No links to others, no songs, no this and no that. I simply cant be bothered learning all this since im such an irregular blogger. Oh well, todays an exception. Maybe today's post will be long, and mind you extremely long. LOL.

Starting from CHURCH CAMP back in 2008 DEC. Same place as 2007. I enjoy church camps quite a bit. I like playing games during the breaks like soccer but hate playing with a sore loser who wants only good people on their team. Enjoyed my cameron trip. Nice and cold. Lots of yummy food but the path over there is really windy, dizzy and long.

Got over poly yr 2 at long last. Happy with results, unhappy with overall. Hate my CPTC cuz of my logbook comments and worry for that grade. Comment spoil my CPTC life. Only started hating it after i saw that damned comment. Pray hard for a reasonable grade.

Yr 3 is really hard and tough. Really loathe each day in poly now (academically only). 10 modules rip me of my life. I wonder why the heck i chose Chem Engineer as my course? Why am i so stupid? Seriously squeezing me dry. 10 modules is really no joke. I doubt any JC people can survive this course. Who said poly is slack? Im mugging my guts off so I have a place to go when I graduate. What Ryan said was right. Why study this when probability of going U in this course is zero? Printed out the NUS & NTU cut off, stared at it 1 whole day sourcing for a good course. Overseas will really sap the cash of my parents pockets. Who wants that? Though most teenagers dont, i worry of the financial status of my parents alot, and i mean it.

FYP design failure. Laugh at us for all i care. Tell us eariler instead of playing around and juz whacking whatever comes to ur mind to us. Now 3 of us got to slog our guts thinking of new things, designs and vendors. 8 weeks of FYP wasted. GREAT. We are in the middle of studying MST now and we have got no time to study. No FYP for 2 weeks. GREATER than Great. I really need to mug hard for MST. Really worried my GPA will drop. Drop until no U wants me. Just wished i had no school for another 2 weeks and maybe H1N1 will spread more so sch will close? :P. Everyday wake up early and sleep late. Thats why i hate DCHE.

Chester has been dropping by my house pretty often. Oh well, at least got some1 to tok cok with and play with everytime. So busy with POLY that i got not much time to relax. Hmm.... hes kinda like a bro to me. HAHA... hope u dun read this. :P

Attended seminar from Life BP chruch every night last week. Must say its really refreshing to go after studying or something. Even though I miss my studying time, i feel i didnt waste my time. regretted nt going for first night. Driving back on thurs, Sook quin told me im pretty quiet and cold in church. That was seriously an unexpected comment coming from someone who doesn't know me well. I've got nothing to say cuz i got really nothing to say. My bro is not me so don't always expect us to be alike. No doubt im the quietest among my brothers cuz im too watchful of what i say to others. Well, everybody has their clique in church and so do I, some just don't mingle around and for a particular reason I don't too. No offence nor targetting any1 in particular. Maybe i should write something about myself so that people will understand why im like that.

Me : I am 18 going 19 on 2009
Likes: Everything that i dont like. Playing pranks in school!! Doing crazy things.
Dislikes: DCHE (academically), people who annoy me.
Character: Shy, Quiet, Noisy, Mischevious, all depends on my enviroment. Express myself better in words rather than my mouth. Actually, it all depends.
Mood: Moody, not emo, stressed, going nuts, distracted, infuated??? :P


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