Thursday

Change: Blog Name
Reason: Won't tell You. Don't ask

I just read all my previous post. I really make use of this blog to vent anger and rarely write sumthing happy. When I'm happy, blogging comes last to my mind. When im not, vice versa.....

Wanted to escape lesson today, if not for Claire's e-mail, i wouldnt even be in school today. I finally realise why WeeSiong says bout the mood to not go to school.

I've been really lazy this week. I don't feel like doing anything. Not even pay attention in class. For Wed and today's lesson, i didnt. I played around with Sharads HP for 2 hours of bio. My own hp today too.

Mood: Unmotivated.

WEDNESDAY

Sorry bout my previous post. Don't worry bout the stuff there. In a bad mood yesterday. Don't worry, if u feel u didn't offend me, its not you.

TUESDAY

GOODNESS!!!! FIRST TIME IN MY ENTIRE POLY LIFE I DID SO BADLY FOR A NOOB mtb paper. Elective wasnt so bad. I can't promise i will buck up. I'm starting to lose hope in this shit. I got no mood to study, or to work. I took this course not because of any goals i have in life. I came to poly aimlessly without objective in my future. For the first time, i feel like im gonna get owned hard by yr 3. I really feel like swearing like hell today. Im refraining myself from doing so.... cuz of certain category of readers when they stumble across my blog.

I NO LONGER CARE WHETHER U READ THIS.
NOT EVEN IF U HATE ME, STAB ME OR WHATSOEVER
I CAN NO LONGER GIVE ANY SHIT BOUT U WHATEVER U SAY BOUT ME IN FRONT OF OTHERS.
I DONT CARE IF U CARE FOR ME ANOT
REASON? NONE. SICK OF IT...

MOOD: NOT EMO, NOT BEING SENSITIVE. VERY ANNOYED BY U.

Friday

Finally... all stupid MST are over. Still freaking busy after MST. Cause of SP 'wonderful' course management, we have to sacrifice lots of time. Oh well.... dun feel im going to do well this semester. Though i say that all the time, its just a feeling i feel. Wont care about it for now.

Felt so HIGH today after MST. Came home and ran up the stairs, slipped and fell. Right ankle is a little swollen but hell of pain. 2 months ago, injured my left foot badly till i couldn't walk for 1 night. Still not totally healed yet, feels like my bone jutting out when i stand up straight. Not serious anyway but regret not going to a doctor. Too late....

I cant think of anymore things to write..... seriously. Blogging mood just comes and goes. Got lots of private things to write but I won't say anything here.....

If i were to complain every little thing, the world would hate me. But yet if i were given a chance, all the words in the world wouldn't even be enough.

First 2 days of test really demoralising. Hate tests. But today's petrol wasn't so bad. Have a really horrid headache. Im already starting to be pestered like shyt!! Hate it too.... Not commenting further.

I promise myself i'll start training once this sem is over. Need lots of willpower to do that. Feeling really tired now. Need to mug and mug now. Bio & Math tmr. Really heavy day.