Tension

Wa... blogging sure is boring. Juz for update... im getting and going nuts!!!!!! The prelims make me go nuts. English, gone..... science gone...... next Os gone.... Im juz getting tired day by day and having to study daily makes me sick. I juz wanna take a chopper to school and chop the examiners.....haha... im not crazy yet.

Im blogging cuz im bored anyway.... so im juz waiting for Os to be over and im watching shaman king soon. Anyway, no1 is in the mood for playing at this time of the year. Same goes for me also.

Forgive me for the short one. Maybe i'll throw in 1 more after the prelims is over. Anyway, no1 is interested in reading blogs or whatsoever.... same goes for me. Juz not in the mood.

After a long day

Believe it or not, im starting to be more and more sick of blogging. Its really boring but anyway, i continue and try to be short with what i write.

Hmm, forgetting when i last stopped blogging. Starting from the whole of holidays, the whole week was science and english and i find it very boring. I've got no time to finish my things especially my chem booklet.... shouldnt have ordered it. Truly suffering with pure subjects and also humanities... what am i doing!!!!!! Nothing for it.... On thursday, i went to JP with Xinmin and Sufyan to buy a gift for Justin. Lol... we spent hours and know why? We went and stop almost at every shop like me looking for manga and so on.... In the end, we landed in a gift shop and i wont comment on the gift.. hehez.... Was a little embarassed cuz of Toy'rs.... anyway, we managed to hunt something.

Then on the day of his party, the whole day i did not even want to study. I must be crazy. Went to meet Sq, Ron, Ben, and waited for Sufyan... and bla bla bla.
Then met up with Hao, Yx and Khairul. Ooo... his house is so big! + got a percussion set!!!! Then came our party, BBQ and stuff like that. Quite a number of our classmates and i feel class party is better then anything else. Then we play in the swing and see-saw. Then eating, wasnt that bad but all the good stuff came like seafood only after all of us finished eating...Grrr.. not fair. Anyway, we drank..lol... abit of beer. And also the birthday cake made by Justin's sister i think..... Tasted quite gd. Then after going back to his house for a while, I left for home for only 1 reason.... Shaman King!!!!

Well on sat, juz tuition and then i slept cuz i was tired. And so on.... well nothing more, getting quite boring....

Thats all..... Next entry would be, when i feel like it...

Wishes and Dreams?

Oh well... today was rather boring. About 6 hours of remedial Physics and Chemistry. Its killing me or rather all of us. Im rather afraid of practical cuz of foiling it and it affecting my overalls... so yup. During Physics, so many idiots keep talking and it juz pissed me off!!! So so so noisy and i wondered why Liu never go into their ears and shout. Cannot even concentrate! Cant u ppl feel the stress or any tension? 'O's and Prelims, no effect or so it seems. Anyway, went with Quan, Master Hao, Yuxue, Ronnie, Kuong hing, to Yuhua village to makan and then went to play a while in the playground. It sort of brought me back to the old times where i remember playing with my old buddies in that old playground everytime b4 PSLE remedial begins. Anyway, we juz played along , then have to go back for school. Then came back, sleep and fetched Quan to my new tuition with all the ppl. Then i came home i juz cant study, i juz feel like banging my head through the wall. Then got so much stress and problems that I cant even bring myself to say it on a blog. I'll try for now......

1st problem: Something that made me feel hopeless... (to do with Dec)
2nd problem: Im juz rather stupid... seeing but shutting up!!! Impossible dream
3rd problem: O lvls.... if i can get across this, then =D

I dropped my dreams and wishes. I saw them shatter into a million tiny pieces and threw those fragments away...

Wishes

Well.... managed to survive through yesterdays long hours of physics. It juz was so sianz.... Then while walking home, Xinmin called up to me from behind. She told me alot of things and then asked me? How is **** coping with it? or sumthing like that. I said doesnt show outwardly but im sure **** is suffering inside. But for now, anyway to ****, dun care bout it. Os are drawing near and focus on it and not let anything else distract u.

Then went for tuition, i basically become nuts cuz i dunno what i was doing and i juz felt so bored. Then got this 3 chios sit in front of me... hehez. But they so noisy that i cant concentrate. Next time should go earlier and skip physics so that got more concentration.

After that my bro took our family to sizzlers where we eat like crazy till my mum had to stop me. I stole a handful of sweets at the counter, than left for prayer meeting..... After that we play soccer, and my team tio trashed like...... of cuz la! so many kids in my team and the other team all big ppl including my bros. My team so inactive. Then i kena tripped and injured my palm and step barefooted on those very very sharp stones and full of blisters on my leg. Well.... throughout, I was juz wishing that.............. hahas....... wont let anything distract me first but by then may be too late. Well, today was juz so-so but was very sleepy. Thats bout all.....

Juz keep wishing, wishing and wishing. Continue even though my wish is unrealistic...........

Back!!!

Hahas... got used to not updating the stuff in here. Anyway, so many things i wanna talk about but cuz its so long, i forget. Well, forgive me for my bad memory but i'll try my best to recall.

Well, on wednesday we received our report card after Liu slammed the door behind us for making too much noise. Fortunately, this isnt O lvl or I die. For my results, the scores are either very good or flunk to the core but i wont say. Then also received e-math O lvl 2006.... Then i juz start to hate going for that tuition, not only becuz of the atmosphere but i juz feel the change in attitude my tuition teacher towards me. Well, maybe i can quit for a month and save $145. Anyway, im currently studying at my own sweet time. Also, received a party invitation from Justin which im at a loss. Firstly, no1 ever had a party in a sooo long time. Secondly, im an introvert and i have a problem with clothes.... i juz hate wearing new clothes and its either very very formal or very informal. Thirdly, wah!!!! so near prelims, u all still can enjoy. The fourth, im the worst present giver in the world. Anyway, im not sure to go or not but since Quan encouraged me, why not? Anyway, thxs Justin!

On thursday, which is yesterday, didnt buy anything for teachers cuz if i buy for 1 and not the other, wouldnt it be unfair? Moreover, so many ppl giving liao so might as well..... Sien Quan played a nice joke on Mrs Wong by putting out his hand and saying happy teachers day then draw back and do clown things which make wong whack him... HAHAZ!!! Joke of the day. Then Yuxue tried on Mrs Liang and cuz she saw what Quan did, she counter attacked back on him!!! hahaha.... Came home and slept for 3 hours like a pig. I noticed that whenever i take a nap, i will wake up worse than b4 so in future, i try not to take afternoon naps. Missed tuition for the same purpose and studied at night. Then watched shaman king. Its getting more and more boring!!! Plz show up something like starting the second match!! Anyway, waiting for bleach and naruto manga to come out!

And today, oops... maybe its not today cuz its 12.30am. Anyway, friday.... Ate a late breakfast, went to meet Quan next block, went to Ronnie's house then to meet Yuxue at JE. We brought stone bags and ate at KFC. Then went to Mr Ang's house to study having some of the china gang to pick us up at 7-11 in Jurong Point. Then went to Angs house, not bad, quite a grand house though it is in HDB. We all do paper 2 for 2006 e math. Then saw the cat... so well trained + fear strangers like us. After China gang left, Sean and company came too. Claimed that he lost his way cuz he helped me to buy cup noodles...haha..
very funny indeed. Anyway thx Sean for his help and Enzali for her snacks. Then we 4 left at 6.30, go JP walk..... was juz wishing that..................... oh well... nvm... it didnt happen anyway. The chances were like 1 to 1000000000000 that it will happen. Anyway, we went to JE then go the comic shop which i didnt know though i stay around jurong cuz i repeat, i dun go out often!! im a homely guy who slacks and rots at home. Then went back home while they go Rons house. Didnt wanna join them cuz im not close with S cube ppl except those from my class. Then went home and ate everything including the roof. Was juz hungry.... then tried to study Geog. Making my own notes now!!! Then study till Shaman King started.....O!!! i juz love it!!! Anna!!! ur so cool!!!! slapping Hao on his face... hahaha. Then after that anime, went to do what im doing now!!!! Dread tomorrow. 2 and 1/2 hours of physics!!!! I juz wanna sleep more too. Im deprived of sleeping long hours!

Well, thats about it. 40mins of blogging is tiring. Anyway, im too lazy to make facsinating changes to this blog . Muz do this and that.... maybe i'll change it after Os. hahahas... will blog again after a longer time!