What am i doing???

Yup.. follow my title. I really dunno what im doing. Im juz not fufiling my time table especially for my humanities. With 1 less subject, i have to rely heavily on the others but humans... i dun follow my time table for that and i juz keep failing test and ..ARRGGHHH!!!!! what am i doing? Seriously im now a lost soul.

I tell myself i cant afford to waste anymore time but i juz am. Cant keep up with what im doing now cuz i dunno what im doing.... Im juz getting dumb as days go by........ My whole class too doesnt really seem bothered by the Os. Is that what affects me???